Please...I need some advice.. :(((((?

get medi-cal its free feel out an application u may qualify u never know. u know what my mom is the same way shes always cared about my sister she always put me down my whole life saying why cant u be like ur sister this and that. i hate her she never even came to my graduation in hs. she hates me period. but u know what girl u need to stand up and say screw them if these people dont want me i dont need them. move on.... only kick it with people who are real. and who like u for you. u need to try to apply to get insurance just like u said that way u can see a therapist n to get u outta of this depression. i was depressed like u over my mom. once i came out of it i got stronger. i hate her a$$ but im not going to let her get the best of me any more that's for damn sure. and u shouldn't either. take everyday day by day. i promise everything gets better.