Let's have another round of "am I a sociopath IF" questions, shall we?

Real mental illnesses come from not knowing you have one. Like the world is to blame, or you have no idea of these symptoms in relation unless you've been sane enough to learn. Sanity is like being awake, it occurs usually at best on meds. Violent denial usually keeps you in the hospital, or endless crying from depression sickness. Panic attacks are a sign meds are needed, and sometimes people get too scared to ask for special pills for that. Like fear teaches your body at warning, but if your mind is afraid when you're actually relatively safe then you could use pills. You could think you need fear, or blame yourself for the anxiety. That stuff.